Forever Expanding Awareness in Liberation (FEAL)



 

Changing the Dream

What I wish to relay in here is something that I feel is important for me to understand. Therefore I extend that feeling and I am saying that as a fellow Wisdom Seeker this may also be an important understanding for You. As always, when you depart from these words, take only that which has arisen within you through re-cognition. To re-cognise is to remember and pass through your cognitive faculties that which was already there. As the Truth is the only thing ever 'there' then we re-cognise the Truth as opposed to believing it.

The Old Dream
I can see that the Dream that humanity is presently perceiving—as that I am perceiving—is one of war, separation, competition, anger, hatred, rape, bombs, population control, media control, government control, economic control, killing, pollution, and essentially a great deal of global destruction in so many ways it's impossible for anyone to keep up with it all.

Oh yes, I can also see that there is a small amount of nice 'fluffy stuff' coming up through the woodwork yet it is only a seed for what is to come.

I don't feel I need to define the present Dream in any more detail. If you can't see it then I suspect you are not ready to re-cognise the things I am sharing here and on this web site. Of course I know you can re-cognise it otherwise you wouldn't be reading this right now. Yes? Okay...

Revolutions
Within the Dream of the universal ego-mind this 'world' has gone through numerous cycles or revolutions. The first was actually very close to God and the Truth of God. Since then it has progressively digressed further and further from that Truth. This is not a 'bad' thing. It all took place in an instant. Much like God holding one of those tennis like rackets that has a ball attached to it by a long elastic string. God hit the ball, it shot out into the formless void, immediately bounced back and bonked God on the head. It happens pretty quick. Now, back to the story at hand,,,

Each Revolution the Dream has gone through has, from the apparent level within the Dream resulted in greater and great distance between the nature of the Dream and the Nature of Truth or God. Spiritual devolution is you like—yet only from the perspective maintained by the ego-mind within the Dream. That 'ball' as it flew out into hyper space wasn't devolving as it apparently got further from God. It was simply changing state and it all happened so jolly quickly it doesn't matter. When using one of those bat and ball elastic thingies the ball moves rather fast initially. Then it starts to slow down as the pull of the elastic increases. The elastic I would say is Love.

Taking the Ball and Bat metaphor - if I may...
As the ball nears the limits of how far it can extend from the bat it slows right down and for a moment it stops. At a certain speed 'the world' came into being. Time and space also came into being. That brief moment where the ball has almost stopped as it goes outward, through to when it actually stops, through to when it has just started to return back to where it came from—well in that brief flash what we relate to as the world took place. And in that brief moment—which the ego-mind might experience as a really really long time—time arose, space arose, and all the many facets of the Illusion arose. They arose within the ego-mind but not with God's Vision.

I would say that what we are collective experiencing at this 'time' on Earth is something akin to that point where the ball has reached it's limit. It has slowed right down and may in fact now be starting to turn back. Of course the slower the ball gets the denser time and space gets. Yet I also get this odd feeling that when it stops completely it in that moment becomes a direct antithesis of God standing there at the other end of the string holding the bat. In that moment God is there and the ball is there at the end of this elastic string (love). There is something about the nature of that moment that creates a 'wormhole' (as physicists call them) between those two apparent points. Wormholes are not pathways from one point in time/space to another. Rather they in some odd way—which is all quite hard for my mind to put into words—'link' two places within time and space so that there are not two places but just one. Depending on where you hold you attention will determine with your APPEAR to be at one place or the other. So depending on where you hold your awareness when the ball stops will determine whether you are on the ball apparently at its furthest distance from the Bat (which is in God's cosmic hand) or over 'there' with God.

Picturing what I mean
I'll play a little and make a funny picture... In this picture 'X' represents different apparent points between God and the Ball on the end of the elastic string which looks like ' ----- ' . Paradoxically it starts at Xn which is infinity. It then extends out to Xn (infinity) and then at the furthest limits (which is a paradox as infinity has no limits) the ball stops extending out and comes to an apparent standstill. In that apparent 'moment' Xn is right there and is immediately accessible to the Ball (which is you, me, creation, consciousness). A wormhole has formed that results in the ball being right where it first started whilst also being at the furthest reaches from where it started. We could replace the word 'Ball' with 'You'. In that apparent moment it is possible to immediately return to God.

GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1------Ball-->>
GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1--------X2--------Ball-->>
GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1--------X2--------X3--------Ball-->>
GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1--------X2--------X3--------X4--------Ball-->>
GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1--------X2--------X3--------X4--------X5-------Ball-->>
GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1--------X2--------X3--------X4--------X5-------X6--------Ball-->>
GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1--------X2--------X3--------X4--------X5-------X6--------X7--------Ball-->>
GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1--------X2--------X3--------X4--------X5-------X6--------X7-------X8-------Ball-->

GOD--Bat-Xn--- X1--------X2--------X3--------X4--------X5-------X6--------X7-------X8-------Xn >><<Ball

Each line on this picture represents another stop out in the apparent progression of the ball (or You) extending out from God.
What is depicted as point Xn in the last picture is not two points but ONE. Do you feel what I mean? You won't be able to get your head around this. You might, if you STOP for a moment, be able to get a FEALING for it. Pause. Breath. And see what you feal.

Also, because Xn arises with the wormhole etc after the extension reaches infinity well that means that it is in some way always at that point because infinity never starts nor ends. What this means is that at any point the 'second' Xn (as far as my funny little picture goes) is always ready to 'appear' within my dream. What makes it appear is THE BALL STOPPING. Zero point. So long as the ball is still apparently extending away from the Bat (which is in God's hand) then Xn (the starting point in the extension outward) will always be there at the starting point and will always appear to be something I have to work my way back toward... back through X8, X7, X6, X5, etc.

Stopping... the end point
Yet when the I stop (totally and absolutely want OUT of the dream) then Xn is magically right there as the first step 'back' and as I have said, there is a wormhole that makes these two Xn's—as depicted here in my picture—exactly in the same 'place'.

If you have seen Matrix Revolutions (I watched it for the 2nd time the other night to see what more there was so see within it) then you might recall that right near the end when the Oracle is sitting on the park bench in the New World—the new and nicer Dream where it is possible to create whatever beautiful things we like within the dream, such as the little girl creating the lovely sunset for Neo (wherever he might be)—and she says to the Director something like, "... what about those who want out?". He confirms that they will be let out. Out of the Dream. Out of the Matrix as they call it.

Well, those who want out and those who stop going round the never ending revolutions of the Matrix and give their attention to this wormhole represented by the 2 Xn's in my picture. They instantly get out and everyone else continues on into the next (somewhat more Golden) version of the Dream

The New Dream
This brings me to the point of The New Dream.

The New Dream is where the ball starts moving again and makes it's way back to God. The elastic (Love) pulls it back. For the further the ball gets from the Bat (in God's hand, remember) the more 'stretched' it's experience of Love becomes. And we all know from our personal relationships that the more love gets 'stretched' the harder it is to feel, experience and maintain. This is where Pain and suffering and the absence of love kicks into our apparent reality. Yet love will always pull us back to the Source.

So those who 'want out' as the Oracle puts it see through the illusion completely, jump down the wormhole and are instantly back with God.

Those that do not 'want out' will make their way back to God through all the X points they went through as the ball extended out from God. Now, again, each of us can STOP at any moment and this Xn wormhole thing will be right there—instant return to God and instant escape from the Illusion.

I have to clarify. I talk about 'you', ' I ', 'us' etc but really this is part of the dream. There is only One but I can't explain it any further than that. I simply wish to bring your attention away from the apparent fragmentation represented by the language of "you", "me", "I", "us" etc and to bring your attention back to the feeling of ONE. The ball—the Sphere—is just One. "We" (so to speak) are all just holographic fragments of the "One". [which is, by the way, what NEO is an anagram for when we place the beginning "O" at the end -- get it?]

Getting back on track
I keep diverting here. I had no idea I was going to write 90% of what is on this page. It's been quite a ride. Now... getting back to the New Dream—

The New Dream is one more where perceive reality is more akin to God and Truth. The so called 'Golden Age'.

The 'Golden Age' is still the Dream. It's just a much more God-like Dream. It is right here now. We are living in it yet we are still handing on to the Old Dream. We are letting go of that old dream though. The Ball is stopping within the collective. Although maybe there are those that will continue to extend outward. I can't say. It's goes to infinity so that is entirely possible.

Yet the Wisdom seekers (those who never forgot Xn) are ready to 'jump out' and take the express train (the wormhole through infinity) back to God—which they, of course, never actually left. That's right. Again, I invite you to pause and allow the FEALING of what you just read to arise within your experience. The head will only make porridge out of all this, but your fealings will re-cognise for you exactly what I mean.

Returning to The Dream
I am aware that once we are out of the Dream we can in any moment appear to be back within the Dream. We can appear in the Dream of those that still believe the Dream is real. We can appear in the Dream of the Collective ego-mind and help the 'shit hit the fan' so to speak. To put is more politely The Dream Catchers [just deciding if that's what I call them] can step into any point within the Dream, capture that moment of the Dream and—through what we call Miracles— highlight the Truth to the Wisdom Seekers still within the Dream. As you know—the Truth shall set you free.

Of course, somewhere within the apparent grand expanse between Xn and Xn we all become Wisdom Seekers, we all find what we seek, and hence we all make our way out. Out of something we were never actually stuck in. I'll leave it at that.

For now.

With love,

Jonathan

P.S. Oh, I nearly forgot what this article was all about—"Changing the Dream". I saw the page title and remembered what I intended to share. All that other stuff you just read... well I am not sure where that came from. But there you have it. And here we have what I thought I would write when I started this article...

Changing the Dream
For me to leave the dream (and I'll put all this in first person because that is all there is) I have to first change my Dream. I have to change it from the old Dream to the New Dream. I have to do this entirely within myself and my apparent world. The old dream includes a few catches that make it bloody hard to get out. Impossible in fact. So these have to be changed. Some of these are:

  • The illusion of separation
  • The illusion of time
  • The belief that there is somehow something other than God
  • Namely, the belief in TWO or more POWERS.
  • The belief in Karma and the relationship between Karma and Time.
    • Namely the idea that cause and effect is real. That every cause from the past must be played out through time in order to reach it's effect in the future. This, dear friend is a 'crock of faeces'.
  • The belief that I ever separated from God
  • The belief that there are 'victims'
  • The belief that it is possible for God to somehow get stuck and separated from Itself (yes, it's okay to laugh and see how ridiculous that is)
  • The belief that healing takes time.
    • The belief that time matters.
    • The belief that if things do appear to take time that this somehow proves the existence of time and proves that returning to wholeness does take time.
  • Any other beliefs that somehow result in the perception that we are anything less than God

I can change all these things because I created them. It is only a matter of remember the Truth and allowing the Truth to move me in every apparent moment within the Dream. Then, once that old Dream has been changed, I can go about creating a new Dream.

Some of the things I feel I must re-cognise in creating the New Dream are:

  • The recognition that there is no separation
  • The recognition that there is no 'other', there is only I and that I is an extension of God
  • The recognition that God is right here, or that I am right There.
    • Actually that there is NO WHERE anyway. Just God here Now.
  • The recognition that I—in the likeness of God—AM creating the Dream.
  • The recognition that my Mind has been infected with a rather contagious virus that spreads false Programs and false scripts and that I AM able to uncreate that virus—the virus of control that is spread by everything within the Dream that revolves around control (which is nearly the whole Dream actually)
  • The recognition that infinity (Xn) is right here and now. I simply have to stop absolutely enough to slip into Zero-point and find the wormhole. This dream is like a rotten apple and if we just stop eating it for a moment and step back and move into Aware of the apple we will see that there is a wormhole there. If I allow my awareness to slip into that wormhole then Voila.
  • The recognition that MY WORLD IS ENTIRELY MY CREATION. I create in the likeness of God. I can not create anything that goes against God for it is not possible for God (That I Am) to go against itself. But it is possible to create a Dream—a projection through a film—that appears to be separate and against God.
  • ... many other things that I don't feel to list right here and now. Perhaps because my body is busting to go for a pee...

So, once the Dream has been Changed then we can dream up a dream that includes effortlessly Exiting the Matrix as and when we wish—which will, of course, all depend on the Will of God. (God, of course, Wills that You and I return to the Kingdom of God right NOW).

Bye for now.


"Love is all there IS... and That I AM"
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